Sunday, July 5, 2015

Let's be honest


Always hiding in the shadows is probably my deepest regret, I let the world believe that everything was ok.  I still let the world believe that everything is ok…but it’s not.  A part of me was ashamed for the life I had, for the problems that I faced.  I’d wake up in the morning and remember all that had happened and I just forced the smile, until that became my only smile.  I didn’t tell my friends for fear of what they would think, for what the world would think.  

I am keeping this anonymous for several reasons, you don’t need to know who I am, I just want to share my story and be honest with you.  The world saw me as a girl with a perfect life, which was the mask I wore.  Now it’s time to take it off and share what has happened to me with the world.  I have been lost and I am slowly trying to find my way back to life I want to live. 

 For me my Family has cause majority of my problems and I wish my experiences could be different.  Every corner led to a new and different tragedy.   The plan is to share my life with you guys and advice that I have picked up over the years with all of you.  Love you guys <3

~A Friend